Hazardmachine

Life is kicking me when I'm down yet again. I can make no promises to what I create. Just that I'm likely giving up on the previous remake I mentioned in March for something "original". Aside from this I'd like to just vent a bit here while on break. I hate what has become of my life. I honestly think I just rather return to being a poor jobless hermit because then I'd at least be able to remain in my comfort zone of making giant robots. As if that were even possible anymore, haha (kill me). What I'm even doing with my life I just don't know. What this even serves publishing my whining on a site like this I just don't know. The one constant in my existence is uncertainty.

Working on a 3d remake of one of my older frankengundam designs. I intend to properly texture it with a procedural node technique I cooked up for development on new content for a Universal Century Gundam Online private server.

Life hit me hard the past few years but I'm still surviving and things could be worse. I am trying to break into gamedev and start making some mecha again now that I've completely abandoned SketchUp for Blender. Part of me feels too old for this stuff now but that's possibly just my jaded outlook on things these days.